02-21-12
My 18th birthday <3
Truth be told, I was really sad a couple weeks before my birthday.. I never expected anything special to happen then. The day came and to my surprise,my good friends prepared something extra special for me. Too bad this is our last sem together because we are the so called “irregular section” HAHAHA of course some will still stay, but it will never be the same as before. This was so far the best sem I ever had in my college life, it’s such a pity to see us go apart as we have grown so close. <3 I love you guys so much,
Thank you for making me feel special and loving me so sooo much! :) I will never forget this block. 2MA1, YOU ARE AWESOME. I love you guys! :*
My 18 Treasures from my 2ma1 best buddy :)
I was really surprised she gave this to me, the moment she gave me this big box, I asked her if it were shoes.. her, knowing what was inside felt so intimidated she told me that she almost hesistated in giving me this. Thank God she did, for this is one of the best presents I have ever received. thank you so much, Alyzza! I love you :) :* Thank You for making me feel special :”> >:D<
I’m turning 18 soon and I know that I’m suppossed to feel excited and all but I’m not.
I don’t feel special, I know I am. but I just don’t feel my importance. I know this is such a downer post but I am currently down at the moment and it will be my birthday in 1 day… so I know this is not normal.
This is the reason why I hate birthdays.. I’ve known that I always hate birthdays because I envy other people with a complete family and all.. even though they’re not complete.. at least someone, someway makes an effort. While mine, it’s just an ordinary day.. not even my siblings greet me. I envy people who always have plans with their families on their special days while mine.. ordinary day, ordinary life. I mean we do eat out and all, but that’s just me and my mom cause apparently everyone’s too busy for me. Even my dad forgets my birthday and I don’t think he barely knows the exact date of my birthday. This really got me down because I got to realize that this was not any other birthday.. this is THE BIRTHDAY. The one, I finally become a lady.. and how do I celebrate that? Just like an ordinary day?
I’m not askin for a big celebration, I’m not asking for a cake though my family has stopped giving me one the moment I turned 10 . I’m just asking for change. For at least once in my life, everything will be special to which it will make me feel special. I mean, were not poor or something, it’s just that my family thinks there are things much more important than my transition to womanhood.. and that is just SAD.
I wish that this time, just for once.. Everything will be good, everything will be happy, everything will be all about me. Even just for once.. at least make me feel happy and have a complete family. Just this once oh Lord.
HOW I SPENT MY DAY ON THE FOURTEENTH OF FEBRUARY
On that previous night, I was actually having the most terrible night of my life and I never thought that it would all be worth it because today I would be having one of the best moments of my life. :)
It all started when my best friends came to my house to cheer me up because they knew I had a bad night and gave me some flowers **LOL PATSY:)))))))))** Then we went to the mall to watch the vow and I bought some Kina Grannis tickets HELLYEAH~ :D
Then later that night on the way home, some guy approached me telling me that He noticed I didn’t have any flowers on hand. So he gave me! :”> I then remebered the “Project: Happiness” I was planning to do with my friends which was just to randomly leave love letters on different areas in our school so some girls who have no dates who are seemingly down can find them and at least put a smile on their faces and let them know that somewhere, someone is out there waiting for them.
Then it hit me, THIS MUST BE GOOD KARMA :)
The fun’s not over yet. Right when I got home, my mom was waiting for me at our living room with an apology at the tip of her tongue for what happened last night. This was the first time she has ever said sorry to me and I couldn’t even be any happier. THIS NIGHT WAS INDEED THE BEST VALENTINE’S DAY EVER. BETTER YET, IT IS EVEN THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. I COULDN’T BE ANY HAPPIER. THANK YOU LORD :) I love you, you indeed have a bigger plan for me than I have for myself. Thank you for never failing to catch me whenever I am falling down :D
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